Alright, perhaps my post title was a bit misleading. Â Or really misleading.
What
I often get the question of why I haven’t pursued a graduate degree in some aspect of ministry. Â I have been in vocational ministry for almost 15 years, have been on a panel that has been able to speak into the development of a Masters program at a seminary, and highly value the intellectual component of my pursuit of God. Â So, it seems strange that I have yet to get my Masters. Â When I first came on staff I had three reasons and now I have a different three. Â I’ll let you in on those and then tell you why they make me so excited about Northern’s program.
Reasons I didn’t initially pursue a graduate degree…
Go Hokies! Â Okay, I just wrote that because I bet that very few outside of my mom (Hi Mom) will read this section. Â Honestly I am not sure that I would. Â But I do think I had some valid and not so valid reasons for my decision.
1. Â We were super-poor, no way we could afford it. Â The first few years of Tracy and I being in ministry were financially very tight. Â Once she sat on her $5 sunglasses, and we couldn’t afford replacements for a several weeks. Â The cost of a graduate degree was simply out of our reach.
2. Â Hubris. Â Plain and simple. Â I didn’t value graduate education in ministry. Â I thought it was primarily an institution that was funded by very wealthy churches that were out of step with where our culture is today. Â That seminaries were preparing ministers for a world that didn’t exist any longer. Â Just for the record, I still feel that can often be the case. Â My hubris came in with my pre-judging all programs based on my awareness of a few. Â I thought too highly of myself.
3. Â I wasn’t yet sure enough of what I believed to find a program that would challenge and push me toward what I sensed God was pushing me to become. Â Honestly, I am glad I didn’t go early in ministry for this reason.
Here is why I haven’t gone recently…
1. Â Time. Â It would appear that while finances can still be tight, the most tight comodity I have in my life is my time. Â With the churches, congregations and non-profits that [nlcf] has launched and my roles in many of those, added to my roles in other organizations, my roles within [nlcf], my family, time spent with the writing and launch of my book, the plans for another… Â Yikes. Â Things get busy very fast.
2. Â Lack of a program that I am really excited about, that I can meaningfully engage remotely. Â Yes there are programs around me, but none that truly generate that level of excitement in me.
3. Â Lack of a direct need to have one. Â The reality is that I ask my friends who are attending seminary to share their reading lists with me and I read many of those books. Â I have several groups around me where I can share my reflections and have those reflections challenged. Â I feel intellectually invigorated and am growing. Â I enjoy these times greatly.
But I sense that God might be moving in me to take the plunge. Â Tomorrow, the reasons why Northern’s approach is key in that. If you have found yourself in a similar situation to what I was in or where I am now, you will want to hear about Northern’s program and heart behind it.
See you tomorrow!
mo said...
1Great to hear your thoughts on ministry education. Seems a lot of people poopoo it. I’ve always been a big supporter of education,whatever the venue.
And yeah, your title was a little misleading 🙂
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